Guys like you don't like girls like me

Please excuse me while I gush a little bit in this post. It is just the mood I am in.


I remember the first thing I said when I found out Kody liked me, too.


"...but, guys like you don't like girls like me."


It still feel that to this day.


He was the high school popular guy. He had great grades, was great at sports, everyone liked him - the list goes on. He was just too interested in others things in his life to worry about dating. 


I was the nerd. I over-involved myself in school because I loved every aspect of high school. I got near-perfect grades, was in more organizations than I can count on one hand, and I loved participating in science competitions, academic team, and math club. 


The more I got to know him, the more I realized he was out of my league. Every day I still wonder how I got him.


He would do ANYTHING for me, or anyone he loves. ANYTHING. Even if it completely inconveniences him.


He is 21 and doesn't drink. For no other reason than that he doesn't want to. He is a picky eater and alcohol sounds unappealing to him. 


He has no idea how many girls stare at him when I am with him. Actually, maybe he does, but he doesn't care in the least. 


He respects "Kaila and Eryn time." He would go months without seeing me if it meant I was spending time with Kaila.


He puts up with my crazy moods and personality. I am about the most opinionated person there is, yet he doesn't act embarrassed when I speak my mind.


For those reasons and many more, I have a guy that is too good for me. I hope he never learns the truth.