The Simple Confusing Life

I am beginning to realize just how simple my life actually is. I enjoy cuddling up on a couch with my Kody and watching a stupid basketball game more than something else more productive. Best of all, I baked tonight.

Kaila and I used to bake all the time and I loved it so much. When we moved to Drake, we had to stop because we didn't have a "real" kitchen to use for baking. We need somewhere where we can feel comfortable and have baking supplies readily available. Needless to say, our creation tonight turned out to be fairly tasty. And Kody had more than his fair share of the cookies :)

One thing that hit me today at work was how much I miss writing as well. I was given the task to look a document to see if it was outdated and check for the accuracy of the information. By the time I was done with it, it was all marked up. Good news: the information was accurate. Bad news: it was poorly written and made little sense. I don't mind helping others out with their grammar issues, even if I do not get any credit for it. I know I am not the best editor, but I truly enjoy it and I truly want to excel in that area one day.

I have been praying a lot lately for Kody and his relationship with God. It kills me to think that he doesn't go to church and doesn't desire a closer relationship with God. I NEED my significant other to be close with God and be proud of it. He does not portray that image in the least. It kills me to think of life without him, but I cannot be with someone who does not want to have a close relationship with God.

I am frustrated because he says he will go to church once we are married. Why not now? He doesn't have the time. What makes him think he will suddenly have time to go to church? I don't believe it at all. And he does not want to go to a Baptist church, either. That is a totally different story. We have been together for over 9 months now and have been avoiding this issue the entire time. However, it is time to discuss this topic. I want to marry this boy and spend the rest of my life with him. I would love nothing more than that for the rest of my life. However, I CANNOT marry a non-Christian. I know he says he is Christian, but I am fairly certain he is not saved...

I am a lazy person and my computer is not plugged in. I think I have 5 minutes of battery life left. I should end on this note:

Never sit in bubblegum.