Crazy

From Merriam-Webster

Sometimes I am convinced I am crazy.

Number 2 seems to sum up my life most of the time. 

Sometimes I feel mad and insane. Sometimes I feel as if I am the only person who has issues in this world.

Impractical? I would consider myself practical. Erratic? In driving no, but in live, most of the time.

I know I am unusual and "out of the ordinary."

Does that make me crazy?

Recent events in my life are making me second-guess sanity and the definition of crazy in this world. I wish there was a clear-cut boundary in which we all had to land on one side or the other. I wish I didn't always feel like I am being judged, or that others think I am crazy, or that I am the moodiest person on this earth.

I wish I knew what crazy actually means. Maybe I already do.