I am a very blessed human being. I can't even begin to think I had anything to do with this because I know it is all God. I know I don't deserve someone as great as Kody, but for some reason God felt I needed him in my life.
Kody is such a calm, forgiving person. He cares about me (as I do about him) and isn't afraid to show it. He has that unconditional love that I don't deserve to receive. It doesn't make sense to me. I hurt him. All the time. I do stupid things I shouldn't. I fall into sin and do things that are not God-honoring, yet Kody loves me the same.
Kody and I are in the middle of a (somewhat) problem caused entirely by me. No surprise there. He has more faith in me to fix this than I have in myself. He trusts me. He is always there to back me up and support me whenever I need it. He sees an Eryn that I just do not see.
He goes through so much for me and puts up with my craziness, yet I don't appreciate him like I should. I only hope one day to thank him for his kindness and caring in the way he deserves. Even if I screw up too many times and I am not the one to ultimately appreciate him, I hope some girl can appreciate his wonderful traits correctly.
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